A dreamer and believer. Often stuck in my head trying to figure out this twisted world we live in. I will not lose hope.Tumblr (3.0; @untilthesunfades)http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6fb10e4700310ab1ead3588b55264f9b/tumblr_mn6ehyDF3Q1rzxnwvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/51034345376/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/51055208303http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/51055208303Wed, 22 May 2013 02:46:48 -0400<p>I find myself being a tease just to gain control of men when they are being stupid. Or maybe it&#8217;s just that the men who want me are stupid. It&#8217;s also possible that men in general are just stupid.</p> <p>I have weird issues with men. Obviously&#8230;</p> <p>Someone treat me nice so I remember what that feels like, Please. </p> <p>Some people say that when you judge someone else, it&#8217;s because of your own insecurities. My own actions have helped me conceive these judgements I am making. </p> <p>The first step is becoming aware. The second would be finding a solution to diminish these draining, negative thoughts. </p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/51055140380http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/51055140380Wed, 22 May 2013 02:44:58 -0400stupidmy thoughtstime heals<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3c4v4ABWB1rri0tpo1_r1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://terramantra.tumblr.com/post/50587977304/16-herbal-teas-with-health-facts-to-put-on-your">terramantra</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong>16 HERBAL TEAS with Health facts to put on your grocery list</strong></p> <p>1.    Nettle                                                                                               Nettle is made with the leaves of stinging nettle, named for the tiny hairs on the fresh leaves which can sting the skin. Despite it’s rough exterior, nettle is one of nature’s best remedies for an assortment of ailments including anemia, high blood pressure, rheumatism, arthritis, coughs and colds, congestion, urinary tract infections, and kidney and bladder problems.</p> <p>2.    Chamomile Tea</p> <p>Chamomile is a popular herb that’s used in teas worldwide. Chamomile soothes the stomach and relieves bloating and indigestion. Chamomile also calms the mind and helps people relax and deal better with their stresses. Some people are allergic to chamomile and should avoid taking the tea. People who find it hard to go to sleep should drink a cup of chamomile tea before going to bed. Chamomile is known to fight insomnia by relaxing the body and the mind, enabling the person to fall asleep naturally.</p> <p>3.    Ginger Tea</p> <p>Ginger is an energizer and a stimulator. Drinking ginger tea both stimulates and soothes the digestive system. Ginger has been known to aid people experiencing nausea. Arthritic people have found ginger tea helpful since it has anti-inflammatory properties.</p> <p>4.    Peppermint Tea</p> <p>Peppermint is a fragrant herb that makes for a soothing drink. Peppermint helps you digest foods better and also reduces flatulence and digestive issues. Peppermint is prescribed to people with IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) and gallstones in capsules. A cup of peppermint tea will ease nausea and vomiting, especially if you suffer motion sickness. If you have heartburn, don’t drink peppermint tea as this might aggravate your condition. Peppermint tea brings down the severity of herpes outbreaks. The natural mint flavor of the herb helps to freshen your breath. Other health benefits of this tea are control of muscle aches and chronic pain, clearing of congestion and mild coughs, mild asthma and reduction of stress.</p> <p>5.    Lavender Tea</p> <p>Lavender tea is made out of the dried purple, pink and white colored flowers that grow on lavender shrubs. Used as a scented herb for many centuries, lavender’s medicinal uses have been appreciated and documented for centuries. A cup of lavender tea can soothe your mind and body, inducing sleep. If you are feeling down and depressed, a cup of lavender tea can help uplift your spirit.</p> <p>Lavender tea helps sooth and treat flatulence, colic, bowel infections and an upset stomach. Lavender tea can be used as a wash on the chest to help reduce cough, bronchitis, asthma, cold and other respiratory issues. For both children and adults, lavender is used to reduce body temperature during fever. Lavender also has healing properties; use a wash of lavender tea to help heal wounds, cuts, ulcers and sores.</p> <p>6.    Lemon Balm Tea</p> <p>Lemon balm tea is fragrant to drink and is a very effective tonic to calm nerves and anxiety. Cold lemon balm tea bags help relieve cold sores, or genital sores caused by the herpes simplex virus. Mix lemon balm leaves with valerian to treat anxiety, stress and insomnia.  Lemon Balm contains several properties, which control herpes and also regulate the thyroid.</p> <p>Lemon balm when mixed with peppermint can calm an upset stomach, sooth the digestive track and reduce flatulence. Drink lemon balm tea if you suffer from nerve pain. Drinking lemon balm tea also helps strengthen memory and brain functions and also uplifts one’s mood.</p> <p>7.    Rosemary Tea</p> <p>Rosemary is not only good for cooking but makes a healthful and highly beneficial tea. Rosemary can help your muscles to relax. Additionally, rosemary is an effective digestive aid as well. If you have gall bladder and liver complaints, drinking rosemary tea regularly will greatly help relieve your symptoms. Rosemary tea also relieves cough and mild asthma symptoms.</p> <p>8.    Hibiscus Flower Tea (Sorrel)</p> <p>Dried Hibiscus flowers are made into a tea that offers very high health benefits. Hibiscus tea is known to lower blood pressure, reduce high cholesterol and strengthen the immune system (it’s rich in Vitamin C). Hibiscus flower infusions have known to reduce hypertension as well, in people prone to this condition. A recent study reveals that hibiscus tea is rich in antioxidants, which protect the body against cell-damaging free radicals. Red zinger tea and sorrel tea contain hibiscus.</p> <p>9.    Green Tea</p> <p>Green Tea comes with such a host of health benefits, that it’s called the ‘wonder herb’ by tea drinkers and medical practitioners alike.</p> <p>Drinking green tea lowers cancer risk and also inhibits carcinogenic in cigarettes and other compounds when imbibed. Green Tea contains potent antioxidants called polyphenols, which help suppress free radicals. Green tea also stops certain tumors from forming. Green tea lowers cholesterol and triglyceride levels and thereby promotes heart health.  Green tea also lowers blood pressure, prevents and fights tooth decay and dental issues, and inhibits different viruses from causing illnesses.</p> <p><a href="http://rbgsocialclub.wordpress.com/2012/01/04/16-herbal-teas-with-health-facts-to-put-on-your-grocery-list/">Read more…</a></p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/50740931143http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/50740931143Sat, 18 May 2013 13:16:47 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/340bc6ed99a5daa28b2e3712cb0ea2a3/tumblr_mlsen7uJNI1rirm3po1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758784974http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758784974Mon, 06 May 2013 02:44:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8d13c0d9776ae0faf9e4ae324dcfddfa/tumblr_mmbfg4ymlI1qlb3jvo1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758765489http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758765489Mon, 06 May 2013 02:43:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8d34bcc3cf23375062a90c0cea9c0341/tumblr_mmcemjylvv1rzxnwvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/49714962125/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758680461http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758680461Mon, 06 May 2013 02:41:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d3a028e91aba48933fe4f5346bff0093/tumblr_mmd281W2ph1rzxnwvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/49754357060/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758594060http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49758594060Mon, 06 May 2013 02:39:23 -0400<p>I think that some people are cursed with a heart too big for their body to hold and a mind so full of thoughts that silent words become stunned by realities evil whispers.    </p> <p>This is a tragically beautiful life. </p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49556658610http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/49556658610Fri, 03 May 2013 21:45:00 -0400heartmindbeautifullife<p>In reality I try to fight the feelings.</p> <p>But you dear, </p> <p>you stole a piece of my soul. </p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591583986http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591583986Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:34:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5433a96964a901d206ba449812af61b4/tumblr_mllzyly2rQ1r2fr72o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://favoritelittlelyrics.tumblr.com/post/48563453197/avril-lavigne-my-happy-ending">favoritelittlelyrics</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Avril Lavigne, “My Happy Ending”</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591343904http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591343904Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:31:05 -0400<p>Of course I still want you; I have to until you stop haunting me&#8230;</p> <p>When my eyelids shut and the dreams come, you find me. Without any warning you reach inside of me. You dig your frigid fingers into my soul, slowly spreading the plague you carry. I&#8217;m infested by the lies you speak; the misleading actions you take. I feel your poison slither across my body, it nearly mimics the way you used to please me except this time your every touch makes me cringe. I try to move, but I can&#8217;t. I have no control; you have stolen it all. You tease me in the most agonizing way. I keep screaming at you to leave me the hell alone, until I realize my words can&#8217;t escape my mouth. I can&#8217;t move. Can&#8217;t speak. Barely breathing. Stuck with these thoughts. </p> <p>You sit there scrutinizing me with that gaze of yours; tracing your finger to the outline of my heart over and over and over and over and over. </p> <p>Then you&#8217;re gone and I&#8217;m left here only with the fear of not knowing when you will find me next. </p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591025454http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48591025454Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:26:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/05ac2ba3cd2af8dc237cb0f85464dbff/tumblr_mla9p7BRF81rzxnwvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/48025575205/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302981283http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302981283Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:20:18 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3c78b59676e8572a45d96d771df600b0/tumblr_mjko7rp5Fq1rhqgewo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4e25a41b372fd38066573f990f11426f/tumblr_mjko7rp5Fq1rhqgewo2_500.png"/><br/> <br/>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302866719http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302866719Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:18:48 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/adb46e1d4517724ad56f72b0b7567e58/tumblr_mlaxbl2q1k1rzxnwvo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/48042576555/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302787365http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302787365Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:17:45 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f51671a0b5413e356c4c32df1ad924b7/tumblr_mlbxfxdtFW1rzxnwvo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/48098167599/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302620569http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302620569Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:15:35 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/724658c7b7bdcca5e4dd17504312c0e6/tumblr_mlcgwuD1z01rzxnwvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-inspirational-quotes.tumblr.com/post/48113410048/inspirational-quotes">the-inspirational-quotes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Inspirational Quotes</p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302481947http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/48302481947Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:13:46 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4815e3c6dc7130994e2d5553ceafd5c3/tumblr_mkozn096BF1r03m0qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://razorshapes.tumblr.com/post/47037434374/edun-beautiful-rebels-2012">razorshapes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span class="Apple-style-span"><a href="http://www.edun.com/" title="edun beautiful rebels">Edun</a> - <em>Beautiful Rebels</em> (2012)</span></p> </blockquote>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/47234781626http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/47234781626Fri, 05 Apr 2013 20:52:18 -0400<p>And sometimes the day after I don&#8217;t like to bath myself. I let the scent linger on my body, breathing in the sick pleasurable though of his naked body pressed against mine. It&#8217;s as if I enjoy the guilty reminder of how I&#8217;ve done this to myself again; given into lust. I let him in, knowing he would leave; understanding he was nothing close to forever. Deep inside I know it only bruises my heart, suffocates my voice and slices a bit of my battered skin. I crave insanity, something furthest from this world. I daydream of love. I hold it close to my heart, afraid that if someone touches it they will steal the little hope I have left. Never displaying, only teasing with a shield of fear. Maybe one day this will all make sense; maybe I will find something that truly comforts me. </p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/47234441818http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/47234441818Fri, 05 Apr 2013 20:47:00 -0400thoughtspersonal<p>Sometimes your name slithers it&#8217;s way back into my thoughts. Then the questions begin. Doubt. Worry. Discomfort. My heart begins to sink, and that&#8217;s when I stop myself from craving you. </p> <p>It&#8217;s over. What is, is. And what isn&#8217;t, isn&#8217;t. I hear your words louder now that your voice has been silenced. I can no longer compromise my happiness for overly romantic daydreams including your figure. </p> <p>I&#8217;ve stepped back.</p> <p><span>The way you wrapped your arms around me, the way your lips caressed my forehead and the words you whispered into my ear. Maybe I&#8217;ll never know what we meant; maybe that&#8217;s just it. And I think I&#8217;m okay with that. </span></p>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/45901054196http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/45901054196Thu, 21 Mar 2013 03:25:00 -0400lovelifepersonalrealizations“You’ll meet her. She’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her.”<br/><br/> - <em><span>Pan’s Labyrinth</span> (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://moaka.tumblr.com/">moaka</a>)</em>http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/43573842831http://untilthesunfades.tumblr.com/post/43573842831Wed, 20 Feb 2013 12:28:29 -0500